4 June 2010

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Dear Jesus,


Father, I'm here right now to ask for Your help. I know that You want to give us the perfect time to meet. Perfect for all of us, and I know that I have to be trained first before I'm ready for all of this bless. I've got whatever I wanted: money, brain, good looking (at least average), good family and I got all of that without any hard work.

I know God, that you're giving me temptation just to make me have a strong will and not easily give up when facing big problems. You know the best things that I need and not that I want, but may I request something God? Just like a request from a children to his Father. May I meet them on my birthday next week God?

If you have a better plan for us, I really want to thank you God. You're my Father, You're my King and my only God. I believe You have big plans for us, and just like wise man says: "If you're facing such a great temptation, it means you're gonna facing such a great Bless." And If you don't mind, may I ask if I can live together again with my daughters (CA)? Please God, please, I don't want to see my wife and their sisters crying and ask me where are they.

It's such a pain to keep the truth from them. I love you Father, thanks for all blessings that you've been giving us. Please always be my side and keep us from Evil. Cause only in Your name, we pray and sing.

Amen

3 June 2010

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Dear God,


Thank you for letting me wake up this morning. I can still hear the voices of my beloved one and can breath the same air like I did yesterday. God, today I got a warning from my daughter that they will take one of my kid. What should I do God? I'm scared that I can't protect her and my beloved one. And again God, I'm really sorry that I lost my emotion again. I got so angry when I saw something on the internet that can endanger my family.

Sometimes it so hard to hold my temper when temptations come in the same time. I can pass through the first temptation and the second. But when the third struck to my eyes, I really can't hold it on. Please God, save us, save my wife and my family.

And I hope that you don't mind If I ask that may I live with my daughters together again? And I hope before they're going back home, they can come to my home for a while. God, I really sorry if I always hurt you all the time. I am sinful and worthless, only You that can make my life worthed and wonderful. Thanks God, for always loving me till the end of my time.

Amen

2 June 2010

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Dear God,


God, I really thank you that you save my family. I really couldn't do anything to save them, "they" didn't allow me to contact my family and want me to think that this is too hard. God, I know that I have to make it and solve all my problems by myself, but please God, may I ask you to meet my family? Especially my lovely wife, I need to protect her, she never asked me for it but I can't stand right here all alone watching she attacked time to time.

I love her so much God, my Jesus, please stand along by my side. I scared that I'll be tempted when I'm weak. I know that only you can give us the strength to survive and to win this war. You are my God, You are my Jesus, please help me too meet her and start our new live together. Me, her, my family and My Jesus.

Ameen